

How could I have ever believed that keeping busy and being productive or the excitement of sex and romance could ever compare to the spaciousness, the non-static settledness, the relief, of feeling the feeling I was feeling right now, wrapped up in this man I’d just met?

I’ve lost count of how many nights and weekends, how many air miles I’ve spent, filling time and distracting my body, in search of that one feeling that echoes from the genesis of time. It’s the theme shared by fractals, financial markets and starling murmurations everything complete unto itself, yet indivisible from the whole, repeating ad infinitum. Gives us that feeling of belonging together. Right on down to the quarks and leptons in our very own bodies. Based on his analysis of radiation left over from the Big Bang, Cramer discovered that the Big Bang didn’t sound like a bang at all-it sounded like a large jet plane flying one hundred feet over your house in the middle of the night. You feel the hum and you’re singing from the mountaintops even in the Bonneville Salt Flats.Īccording to physicist John Cramer of the University of Washington in Seattle, our whole universe began with a hum. You feel the hum and you remember your reason for living. When you feel the hum, you wonder why you ever do anything or spend time with anyone where it isn’t present. It’s a feeling that feels more like you’re picking up signals from other galaxies (don’t ask me how I know what that feels like) than almost anything else. You feel the hum in your whole body, not just below the belt. It’s the feeling that, if you had antennae, the hum would be all and everything those antennae would ever be about. The hum is something you feel before it even comes around the corner. The hum is also not about looks, which, let’s be honest, is refreshing to say the least. No, the hum isn’t about propagating the species, at least not that way. Let’s get this straight the hum isn’t your garden-variety sexual attraction where your loins seize up in a mating cramp upon encountering a favorable genetic match.
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The place was full of crazy-fun people, epic food, great music and an overall feeling of friendly inclusion.Īs is customary in this particular enclave, he greeted me with a much–longer–than–a–collision, slightly–shorter–than–a–slow–dance, bear hug. I went to a dinner party this summer, given by a gourmand friend with a knack for putting together shindigs that take off like a house on fire. By Dawn Cartwright: It isn’t a bang, it’s a hum.
